LIVED.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

"i just want to be sure of what i want in life."

yeah? me too.
everywhere seems to be playing the reason by hoobastank.
hmmmmm .. wonder why.

they say it's true. i dont know. but it's sad. that i know. the email says forward it to as many pple as possible. hope everyone reading this will be touched? and treasure the pple ard you. cus sometimes, you dont know how yr rash actions are hurting someone else and whn the time comes, it might be too late. anw read on. (:
story
the story start with a guy, name paul and a girl named ella.

both were still students but had already started to fall in love, in another words, go steady. in one of the days during their june holidays which they have been waiting for, they met each other at a basketball court. coincidentally, they started playing a match with each other. they had fun.

as ella knew one of the frens of paul, she asked for paul's number. at that time, paul didnt want to fall in love again, after getting so much hurt from the previous one. sadly, paul's friend also did not give ella the number.

as days went by, the holidays ended. they met each other at another basketball near ella's school. day went by and ella borrowed paul's hp and missed call her own hp to get his number. tht very nite, she smsed paul. they chatted and had fun. one day, ella expressed her love for paul. paul loved her much too. after thinking for a long time, paul thought that he and ella would last, thus, asked her if she would be his partner. obviously, she agreed.

they went steady for one and a half short months. ella ended the relationship with her parents not allowing her to go steady as a reason. who on earth would accept that lame reason? but paul, like many other love victims, had no choice but to let go.

years past and another fell in love with paul. she was mary. paul and ella didnt contact for a very long time. paul still loved ella very much but never had a chance to tell her. one day, along a street, paul was with mary, paul saw a familiar figure across the road. it was ella. paul ran across the road, without noticing a truck coming. BANG!! everyone near him crowded around that area. mary screamed as she rushed to paul. ella joined in the crowd. she remembered the face, one who loved her so much in the past. next to him, was mary. he wasnt dead. "dont give up. say my name, 100 times, 1000 time, a million times .. youre gonna say it till u can finish a million before u can stop!!" mary said to paul with tears in her eyes. everyone thought mary was paul's girl. standing at one side, alone, was a girl crying. that was ella who regretted breaking up with paul, after recalling how nice paul treated her in the past.

paul was sent to the hospital. mary and ella were there praying hard. an operation was carried out. paul didnt survive. the doctor came out, shaking his head, sighed. he too thought that mary was paul's girlfriend, thus approached her for an apology for not being able to revive paul. he said to mary: "miss ella, your boyfriend didnt survive. he gave himself up after calling your name 157 times. im sorry."

the doctor actually mistook mary for ella. paul was calling out for ella. ella cried in a corner. she knew why he had stopped at 157. that was the day she broke with him(15/7). she, who ended the relationship which paul treasured so much, has in turn, ended Paul's life. ):

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY, NEVER LEAVE THAT PERSON. U'LL NVR NOE WHEN U'LL NEED HIM/HER BACK IN YOUR LIFE AGAIN. TREASURE YOUR LOVED ONES. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW IF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARTNER WOULD ACTUALLY MEAN A LIFE TO HIM.

understand? (:

[ 1:32 AM ]

Thursday, September 16, 2004

"i just want to be sure of what i want in life."

yeah? me too.
everywhere seems to be playing the reason by hoobastank.
hmmmmm .. wonder why.

they say it's true. i dont know. but it's sad. that i know. the email says forward it to as many pple as possible. hope everyone reading this will be touched? and treasure the pple ard you. cus sometimes, you dont know how yr rash actions are hurting someone else and whn the time comes, it might be too late. anw read on. (:
story
the story start with a guy, name paul and a girl named ella.

both were still students but had already started to fall in love, in another words, go steady. in one of the days during their june holidays which they have been waiting for, they met each other at a basketball court. coincidentally, they started playing a match with each other. they had fun.

as ella knew one of the frens of paul, she asked for paul's number. at that time, paul didnt want to fall in love again, after getting so much hurt from the previous one. sadly, paul's friend also did not give ella the number.

as days went by, the holidays ended. they met each other at another basketball near ella's school. day went by and ella borrowed paul's hp and missed call her own hp to get his number. tht very nite, she smsed paul. they chatted and had fun. one day, ella expressed her love for paul. paul loved her much too. after thinking for a long time, paul thought that he and ella would last, thus, asked her if she would be his partner. obviously, she agreed.

they went steady for one and a half short months. ella ended the relationship with her parents not allowing her to go steady as a reason. who on earth would accept that lame reason? but paul, like many other love victims, had no choice but to let go.

years past and another fell in love with paul. she was mary. paul and ella didnt contact for a very long time. paul still loved ella very much but never had a chance to tell her. one day, along a street, paul was with mary, paul saw a familiar figure across the road. it was ella. paul ran across the road, without noticing a truck coming. BANG!! everyone near him crowded around that area. mary screamed as she rushed to paul. ella joined in the crowd. she remembered the face, one who loved her so much in the past. next to him, was mary. he wasnt dead. "dont give up. say my name, 100 times, 1000 time, a million times .. youre gonna say it till u can finish a million before u can stop!!" mary said to paul with tears in her eyes. everyone thought mary was paul's girl. standing at one side, alone, was a girl crying. that was ella who regretted breaking up with paul, after recalling how nice paul treated her in the past.

paul was sent to the hospital. mary and ella were there praying hard. an operation was carried out. paul didnt survive. the doctor came out, shaking his head, sighed. he too thought that mary was paul's girlfriend, thus approached her for an apology for not being able to revive paul. he said to mary: "miss ella, your boyfriend didnt survive. he gave himself up after calling your name 157 times. im sorry."

the doctor actually mistook mary for ella. paul was calling out for ella. ella cried in a corner. she knew why he had stopped at 157. that was the day she broke with him(15/7). she, who ended the relationship which paul treasured so much, has in turn, ended Paul's life. ):

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY, NEVER LEAVE THAT PERSON. U'LL NVR NOE WHEN U'LL NEED HIM/HER BACK IN YOUR LIFE AGAIN. TREASURE YOUR LOVED ONES. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW IF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARTNER WOULD ACTUALLY MEAN A LIFE TO HIM.

understand? (:

mich (( 1:32 AM ))